Eternity

The song suddenly played and I was shocked at how I could really relate to it especially in my current circumstance.

A New Tattoo by Urban Dub

Great moments they pass by
If youre careless
Desperately trying to speak the words
Ive been wanting to say for a long time.
Tongue tied, every time I try to talk to you
In time, Ill find the right line.

Caught a glimpse of you
I tremble every time you walk by
Hopelessly trying to find a way
To be near you, to get near you.
In my mind, plays thoughts of you all the
time
Ill find the right line

Ill bleed for you
Like a new tattoo in my heart
Youll stay permanent

Am I too late now?
Will I find a way to get to you somehow?
Shes breaking me down again
Shes breaking me down


I have no idea how to approach this girl I like. I'm always awestruck and dumbfounded whenever I see her along the halls or online. I always want to talk to her yet I'm always at a loss of words. This is one girl I don't want to risk. If being more than friends means an awkward relationship in case it goes sour, then I'll wholeheartedly choose being just a friend so that time to time I could get a glimpse of her smiling at me and not an unfriendly face looking me. This is one girl I can't bear to lose. This is one girl I want to be forever with.

Air Castles

Last night we were together and I held your hand.
We seemed to talk forever with you by my side.
I felt utter joy and happiness... completeness in a way.
I wonder, will this be always just a dream?

I dreamt of her last night. It was euphoric. I took her hand and led her to a couch to seat beside. All that time she didn't even budge as if there was something unnatural with what I did. She acted as if it was the norm.

I really wish it would be... I really wish one day it would. I don't care when that'll be I will wait as long as it takes. For me, she's worth any length of time and any amount of pain, she makes me happy, she keeps me sane, she keeps me grounded, she keeps me on my toes, she keeps me thinking and wondering everyday. I could go on and on to what she makes me feel and do so I'll just say that she makes me feel alive. Yeah, I think that would sum it up quite nicely.