Mush

Distant

her eyes speaks volumes, they pierce through all logic.
one cannot simply quantify her, she.. she's everlasting
time cannot bind her beauty and will never diminish her appeal
she's a goddess, one so near yet so far away
mortal men clamor to be in her presence
but never gets too near for they are afraid
afraid that they might taint her and quell her beauty
so I look and watch from afar
hoping that one day this goddess will come to me

Dedicated to Leah Dizon.



Oh cmon how can one not simply fall for those eyes.

*Leah Dizon fan mode on*

Overlapping Realms

I got this topic/idea from here.
Hmm. GM T's Group Writing Project as well.

Online Games & MMORPGs: Is it a mirror of the real world?

Online Games & MMORPGs are part of the filipino culture now. They're always some reference by teenagers nowadays to something they play online. In fact to some, these realms are not merely games but their lives. Addicts. They play countless hours to gain wealth, fame and power in a digital world. Sakin mababaw yan but I can't deny the fact that indeed some of these games are really addicting but for me its not really because of the game but because of the community. Cmon, the game can only take you so far. You will have to interact with other people whether you like it or not. May it be the helpful person that you find pleasant or the brat that curses in each line he types. Human interaction talaga nagpapatagal sayo sa isang laro. Mga tao na nakilala mo ang nagbibigay ng diperensya kung ito'y laro lang o buhay mo na.

Is it a mirror? No matter how simple, few or varied the community is, certain elements of upbringing will certainly transcend realities. Even if you say you roleplay, you can't really supress who you are. There will be always qualities of yourself present on your online avatar and with this social norms and paradigms will be present as well. Crab mentality. Check. Usage of connections to gain advantage. Check. Usage of money to gain advantage. Check. And that's just what's blatantly out there. Wala pa yung simple interpersonal things that can really reflect on who or what you are as a person. Anything you do that will make you interact with other people will always somehow mirror you. What more in a realm where you basically "live" in it?

Duplicity

2nd one. Typing them up to save them.. I just seem to lose the pieces of paper I write them on.

You tickle my fancy
Arouse my interest
Doubt my intellect
Yet slowly romance me

You have my heart in your hand
My life on the line
My love that is grand
I'm waiting for signs

Do you accept me for who I am
Or do you want another man
Has what you've been looking for been found
Or are you still searching all around

So tell me today, I'm looking for signs
Well tell me someday, I hope you'll be mine.

August 10, 2007

Strokes

So, its been a while huh. Ahahaha. Obviously. Sharing this one, well more likely saving it. haha


You took my heart
only to break it
You made me smile
only to wipe it off my face

Different strokes, different people
are you playing with my heart?
Different strokes, different people
you're tearing me apart

The smiles you gave
were they fake?
The stories you shared
were they made?

Different strokes, different people
I'm breaking up inside
Different strokes, different people
countless nights I've cried

I thought we could go forever
But right now they seem unreal
Days and nights together
Was all of it surreal?

August 7, 2007