Simplicity

A girl I love said to me, "I'm too simple for you." That statement caused a chain of thoughts inside my head.

Simplicity is indeed often the sign of truth and a criterion of beauty. I like you the way you are. Even if you say you are simple, to me you are everything. There are so many questions about you that are unanswered. I do not how to deal with you sometimes because I am overwhelmed and often afraid that I am not worthy. Yes, I'm scared because I love you too much. I' ve been told not to get to emotionally attached, that this is just a part of growing up, that there could be others in the future. How can they be sure of that when you're all I want. You're the first one I've ever wanted. I'm doing a lot of firsts with you. God, call me retarted but I never gave a girl a letter before nor was I able to tell a girl before I loved her face to face. You were the first one. That is why I'm afraid.

I leapt off.. hoping someone would catch me.. I really hope you do.