Holidays

Its the day after Christmas where I'm living. Happy Holidays everyone :D

So, Yeah. Finally got over the initial shock and pain of "that." Then, this morning I realized I still love her. Yeah, call me whatever you want but I still do. She said she was afraid but I don't know what she was afraid of. I was afraid and still am scared of this situation I'm placing myself in. She is the source of my joy and sorrow. I can't escape her no matter I do. Everywhere I look I see her. In my dreams, night and day, I still see her. She always crosses my mind. She was honest and I love her even more for that. Some girls might think that I'm one guy that is hard to get rid of. Haha. Well as St. Augustine said, "Its better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all. I asked for a chance and she said she wasn't still over her guy. This time there will be no more asking. Take the initiative and grab the bull by its horns. Pray for me.

I'll love her no matter what.

The wise are wise because they love. The fools are fools because they think they understand love.