Disclosure

The night I chose to sleep early is the night she chose to tell me. Merry Xmas to all. The tribe spoke sooner than expected. Haha. She said she's still not over the guy. I understand her. Fuck, I knew. I just went with it anyway. I have no hard feelings for her. In fact, I admire her honesty. So now, I move on to a new chapter in my life. From every end there's a new beginning. I don't feel bad, yet, I felt even worse because of failing Comath2 but let's give it a few days before the hurt starts to sink in. Hopefully, I do feel the pain, the sting of the situation because then it'll just be the same as the other situations I found myself in. Hey, at least now, I give letters and gifts. Hoohah. I've learned something from this experience and I hope some new experience will help me learn more. I'm just waiting for that new adventure to walk by me in a hallway. LOL. Let's see how far I can go this time. Enough being austere. It's tiring and a bit costly. What to do now. RF Online and DOTA seem like nice alternatives, they cost more money though :/ Sorry if I sound like a prick but it helps in getting my mind off things.

Today is the 24th of December. I sit in front of the pc typing this blog. Nothing in particular comes to mind after that event. Woohoo. Shall I rant about how I feel lonely and unloved like my friend always does. LOL. Joking Pare. Hehe. Anyhow, hope you guys have a better holiday than me.

There is one thing we can do better than anyone else... we can be ourselves

Since I have nothing better to do, I will continue to post quotations making this post seem long. LOL. I'm just looking for the right one that can trigger my emotions. Bear with me.

There are a hundred reasons why I should give up, but you're the one reason I keep going.

I've lost that reason. :(

The hardest part of loving is when you can only view the person you love from a distance and not being able to hold even her hand, embrace her tight coz to her, you're only her friend..

Aww, crap.

You're the reason I love and the reason I'd die. You're the reason I smile yet break down and cry. You're the reason I keep going and the reason I fall. I love you so much and you don't even care at all

Funny, how things are after major emotional moments in your life. You tend to relive it in your memory. Why can't the mind just forget like you want it to. Why does the pain have to be relived every single passing second.

There are many stars in the sky, only some are radiant enough to be noticed..Among those you choose to ignore is the one willing to shine for you forever..Even if your glance remains elsewhere..

Hmm.

I know a hand I want to hold, a voice I long to hear, a smile I’ll die to see and a presence I love to be near with. I miss someone and that’s you. It’s too bad I can’t be with you…

Hehe.

We are never prepared for what we expect

I was prepared for this. Supposed to be at least. Yet it stings now, slowly turning my mind into mush. Incapable of thinking nothing but her.











Okay I'll dedicate one part of this blog to my friends. Hahahaha. Peace tayo Guys :D I guess they should know who they are.

Bakit ganun? Kahit anong sakit naman, tiniis ko... Kahit anong hirap, kinaya ko... Kahit anong kasalanan mo, pinatawad ko... Kahit sobra sobra ang pagmamahal ko sayo... Bakit ganun? Iniwan mo pa rin ako...

Isn’t it sad that when you have so much pain in your heart and the only person who can stop you from crying is exactly the same person that made you cry?

Love is the hardest to find, and easiest to lose. We recognize a true LOVE when we realize that the only one who can console us is the one who caused the pain.

Reminds me of my friends. Haha. He still loves her I guess but she wants him to move on. Well, I can't really babble on it about here since it's their story.

I guess I'll be admiring my old crush again. JEON JI HYUN



I hope things get better over the days.

You don't have to rub it in, I know I'm a fool to have fallen in love.